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Barely Remembered
01:34
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I see you ahead like always,
Gulls call like screams outside the window
Memories of nights spent
With dreams drenched in static
A silver shoreline, a stoned overpass
I see you ahead along the ocean path
Memories of nights spent falling in & out of dreams
Sheer cliffs and I’m falling down beneath
We raised ourselves
We bathed ourselves
(In cold silver waters)
Memories of nights spent…
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Wavering Blood
03:06
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(I am all the things that you wanted me to be,
I am all the things that I wanted to be)
Washed out body… Am I dying... Arms numb...
For a decade now I have felt like this
I want a normal life
But my past sides keep me paralysed
Complex emotions down to asides
Years of trauma keep me misaligned
Washed out body, constant stress
Am I dying, or already dead?
Arms numb, paths depressed
For a decade now I have felt like this
Float away with me
Drifting now in sleep
The pressure builds slowly
Depression marks so deep
Washed out body, constant stress
Am I dying, or already dead?
Arms numb, paths depressed
For a decade now I have felt like this…
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Moments haunt me from the background
I’m drowning now, whatever that means, I’m done
My heart on the outside, all I wanted was a lie
Fall too deep, like inside me
I can’t see, I can’t sleep
Ducked out now because I fucked up then
Meant to say I cared & I was here
But vacancy rings out, I’m so done now
Moments haunt me from the background
I’m drowning now, whatever that means, I’m done
My heart on the outside, I’m done & all I wanted was a lie
(From codeine opal dreams / you’re waking me)
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5. |
Body on a Lake
02:56
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(Feels like curses surround my life)
Come hold this hand… It’s cold, too late
So I’m a light body on a lake
Mistakes I made in water graves
They haunt me more than I could say
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Moonlight Doses
02:04
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Selfless
03:06
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Selfless like always but still fine
Selfish on most days, holding pain inside
I hate myself alive, but I don’t want to lie
I don’t care about money
I don’t care about love (I’ve never felt alright)
I just want to be OK
I just want to be touched (or not)
Selfish like always
Selfish on most days, held inside
Nothing is good enough
No high is strong enough
Dim light is blinding to my eyes
Life veiled in all black (no light)
This is cremation
This is a cleansing
This is our station
Our faith never-ending
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8. |
Overflowing Velvet Tide
02:04
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Here’s the part where I’m meant to reflect
I’ve got notes I don’t want to forget
There’s a page that inside of my head
Hard to read, but I think it says…
There’s this mess that’s inside my head
Like just before you break down from stress
Like water filling your lungs under duress
Like when you feel an anchor weight deep in your chest
(heaven looms)
Tell me anything
Tell me everything
Tell me anything,
Just fucking tell the truth;
I’m lazy and I’m a mess
I feel like I live less and less…
So tell me anything, tell me
I could fill a lake full of my mistakes
I could fill an ocean full of my aches
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10. |
In Pain, Surrendering
02:22
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